a week without my sayangs..

hummm.me so sad now.mira and leyka had to be quarantine because they have a high temperature of fever, and me just want to wish them to recover soon so that they will be by my side n i'll not get bored easily. LOVE KAMU!!!

who will be THE ONE now?

hum. actually i want to share about something to whom read my blog.
now i feel so lonely. i know i sound like a desperate women, but that is just me.
i actually cant handle my life without a man (boyfriend in general).
nowadays, a lot of my friends always busy with their boyfriend. n its kinda gets me jealous or something, i mean they will reject to hang out with me because they have plans with their bf,.humm.now i always thinking,. am i too bad for a relationship??
well.i dont know. but with all of previous relationship that i had was not my fault at all. MR.GTR was cute.funny and technically has anything.but he just cant get enough for just a girl.he wants more. then,i met MR.PATRICK. he was fun, and he has a lot of common with me such as we like same genre music. but then he ended up with me because of i dont want to lend him my money. and then,MR.Z. i want to admit that he is the WORSTTT!!! i wish i never met him. well. he is one year younger than me. but then.he dumped me to a more sexier girl.but i dont regret about ending our relationship .
n the last one until now is MR.SUGAR. he is fun though. he likes to listen what am i listen. but then,he asked me for my money(same problem) so i ended up with him.
n now. i just have a feeling about this guy that i already rejected,but in the end of the day,i realize that he the one that dont left me when i have problems.
but now,he on a ship because he now doing his practical for one year. before he went sailing, he gave me 'katak'.

now katak is the one that accompany me when i sleep.
but when i try to ask for second chance,he said that he dont feel the same way about me anymore.he said that we just meant to be just friend. n the most heartbreaker thing is he said that he now seeing with a girl. n he thinks that she is the one for him. it was a disaster to hear that, but then i try to rebuild my mental n physical.
but then when i want to go to bed everyday,i will thinking about this problem.
i am really2 lonely now.
help me.

nadz | zaza | laila

mish all of them.
its been so long that i havent seen their face
n finally we meet each other.
really mish them
n the funny thing is,when i and nadz nk blik.nadz not feeling well.
so she asked to drive her car(manual)
n in confidentally i said no probs honey.
(padahal dlm hati dah cuak nk mati ni coz dah lupe nk bwk manual cmne)
then i started the engine.
then baru je masuk gear i terlupe kne angkt clutch pelahan2/
ape ag.tersengguk kete tuh!
hahahahaa.then nadz dgn x laratnye terpkase bwk kete gak
tp nadz ni sihat x sihat bwk kete nk laju.hahahaa

my presentation was the bomb!

hahahahaa.
i just came back form my Listening n Speaking class.
n i just done my individual presentation.
n i kind of satisfied with my presentation coz i have a beautiful visual aids!
hahahaahaha(really??)


i was doing this with mama leyyka. so she be the model of this visual aids.
hahahahahaaaa.
but i kind of disappointed with my presentation coz i repeat a lot of "aaaaa"
words.so thats make me sad a little bit.but who cares!
i did the best!:)

we are on the paper!!!!

hahahaa.
this thing was so funny.
i never thought that i will be on the paper.
but when i was sitting and checking my mail,syafiq and ossay text me and informed us that we are on the paper.
at first i thought that they wanted to trick us.
tp bile dah beli that paper n tgk with my own eyes,
gile terkejut!!hahahaha.

we are on the entertainment site,and my pictures with my friends when we went to THE URBANSCAPES 2009.
so i was wondering,in many2 people and friends and community there,why they picked our picture and publish it?
am i a rockstar?hahahha.
no!!maybe that they wanted to show the people what we get. and that is called FRIENDS!!

new shoes!!new shoes!!

so after elaun dah masok.
i think i might be a little crazy.
em no..a lot.fine!!major!!..
hahahahahaha
so i went to shopping(it wasn't a real shopping actually.i just want to brought shawls.
but i unconsciously brought 2 pairs of shoes.



hahahahaa.these are my new shoes.so i thought it is enough la and i dont want to buy shoes anymore for this sem(boleh percaya ka??)
hahahahaa.
wish me luck guys.
i dont want to be a shopaholic.

p ja!!! u jahat!!! imy!!!

pja.. why u have to be so cruel to me?
why u left me without saying goodbye to me?
omg.pja i already mish u so much.
why keep this secret from me?
npe perlu dr org laen yg bgtau i?
pjaa.i mish u sngt2.
i promise i akan tabah k.
i love u .
from your gumuk.